I just dont know what to say. I ve been off work for 4 days and I m getting lazier than ever! yesterday my friend Cathal came to my house and talking about business he said: Annaaaa, I wanna open a business with you because you like to work!

oh fuck! I just want to be a lazy person with no guilt or shame for that, but that seems impossible!

Today I have many things to do at homw such as cleaning because Michele is coming back from his mum house tonight and he hates mess!however I ve got the cleaner booked for tomorrow morning, but I just cant let it go, I have to go and clean myself just to avoid fights at home!

MY friend just got back from Moscow where she developed an alergy, well, I ve lived with a Russian Girl before and I tell you all, no matters how beautiful they are, God forbid, they are so fucking filthy, just couldnt stand her anymore, I bet a pork does less filthy and mess than her!There you go, maybe is not even an allergy, maybe is a bug she got from filthy ppl!


Workwise everything is fine, I love my job, my boss is nice, my salary even better, but I dont know sometimes I think of quiting and packing and hopping on a flight back to Brazil, I dont know I ve been having strange toughts and I just dont know, everything at this point of my life seems to be so blurred in my mind. I feel somehow unprotected in a verge of something bad always about to happen...bad toughts grey clouds...cant stand it anymore!I need a psycologist, perhaps I m just going mental as everyone else in this Land!