once I saw an ethipoian girl alughing at me at finsbury park station, she worked at some sort of KFC but it was not KFC was a fried chicken take away, she couldnt stop laughing then I got into the place and asked her WHY SHE WAS LAUGHING AT ME?
obviously I was not so direct to her I started talking to her friendly, she was very pretty actually and a bit silly she was laughing cos she was silly and cos I look like a clown. anyway...after a bit of conversation she siad in her country ppl with a gap between the front teeth is lucky ppl. and I asked her: how did u see my teeth you slug? and she said: oh well, you were on the phone all the time and etc...she was not busy basically she was watching me... her name is stephanie I ve found out and she s right I m lucky and happy. Healthy and everything else. I remember of this girl everytime something nice happens to my life...and if i say once I wanted to fix my gap between my teeth and close them...now I am fine with them like that. My baby has got this gap as well and if one day I have a kid he or she wont look different.

back to the dream I had last night...I phoned my godmother in brazil, she s a well known and respect junguian psycologist (I dont like jung theories but anyway) I told her my dream, cos actually a phoned my dad be4 and he also dreamt with my nona. a cllective dream aparently...

she said the granmother is the archetype of the Great Mother, Madonna, Gea, Sara or whatever your religion claims!and this means that To see your grandmother in your dream, represents nurturance, protection, and unconditional love. Considering also the qualities and characteristics that exist in my own grandmother. Lovely isnt it?

I actually feel nurtured today, apart from the flu...